Still Standing After The One-Two Punch (Live Recording)

           The following excerpt from Lyrical Soul was read April 12, 2011 at the

35th Annual Cultural Council Awards Luncheon. Originally published in a shorter

form, I revised it specifically to reflect my “two-bout” fight.

LIVE RECORDING featuring “Penny Dickerson”

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Still Standing after the One-Two Punch

The white coats predicted

I’d lose my last bout ─

scientific reason without reason,

Stage II specific,

clear cell horrific,

two tiny tumors tucked tight to fight.

Weakened, I lived

inside a dark lymphatic maze,

like a clinical pulley

a black woman down,

a down woman up,

an upbeat, beat-down

never meant to beat odds.

The white coats now serve me

anxious hand-clasped glee ─

as though it were all a continuous dream:

a rogue report,

a port for chemo removed

a high-five sign, a fist-pump for respect,

I lived just to give poetic retrospect:

Shaken & shook, I was sure I’d win,

I beat the fat lady’s song once again.

I am cut from the earth’s upper crust,

a Lazarus layer, a metaphorical must.

I’m a Brown Bomber ─ a triumph script,

a butterfly floating, a bee with fly sting.

I’m beyond benign, no bitter or blame,

I am too much tongue for disease to tame.

I’m jeer resistant and I’m crisis defiant,

I’m Lawd’ Jesus lathered with jab repellant.

Diagnosis bring your malignant wind,

your on the ropes Hospice,

your towel tossed in.

Survival rate bring ten counts to my ring,

I will one-two punch you,

I will beat you

again.

 

Penny Dickerson  2011

Lyrical Soul

When I first began writing poetry, my offerings were raw, uncontrolled confessions that sought to creatively express an experience I deemed significant. Indeed poetry is expressive, but apparently, many dead, old men accompanied by the presence of a host of pioneering women set standards that defined poetry, but also confined and constricted it. Beyond the Shakespearean and English sonnets, Keat, Yeats, Lord Byron, and Emily Dickenson, I discovered new voices that better represented my own echo and a “form without rules” called free verse.

As an M.F.A. student, I worked with Poet Major Jackson who taught me to employ the Subjective “I,” Steven Cramer, Program Director at Lesley University taught me that there were no good or bad poems, just good and bad examples. Faculty mentor Janet Sylvester showed me that a poem without lineation is narrative prose, not a poem; Raphael Campo guided me into a world of writing as a means of healing and allowed me to unleash what he dubbed my, “loud, in your face voice.” And last, but certainly not least, Poet Thomas Sayers Ellis, author of the recently released epic collection, Skin, Inc. taught me – to teach me – to learn me – to show me – that what’s before me can be in reverse, that it’s “Ok” to write like nobody is watching, and those boxes called stanzas, can also box-in a poem waiting to be released.

Lyrical Soul is my  first poetic collection and admittedly, a hurried work of art. A man who loved me bid on a publishing package at a silent auction. He won it, and then bestowed his generosity upon my budding literary life.  Four years later, I decided to do “sumthin’ sumthin’” as the publishing company was changing owners and my poetic voice, too, had changed.

This collection is built upon my love for language and it’s ability to leap high, reach long, and creatively crawl in free verse forms. Initially, it was inspired as a gift to family and friends who had no clue what I was doing in Cambridge, MA,  nor did they know what an M.F.A. was, OR why you needed to study to write. They had to see it, in this collective I tried to show it, but many still don’t “get it.” Hence, the craft directive: In poetry, you show, don’t tell.

It incorporates varied poetic devices that include metaphor, imagery, lyrical verse, meter, assonance, slant rhyme and rhythm’s ranging from:

“…southern sass to  emotions that touch the soul!”

Poets and those less familiar with the genre will all enjoy its three-part sections that include: praise, risk, & double-meaning. My poems  resonate both somber tones and celebratory themes of family and religion that speak to my triumph over cancer to more whimsical poems that transcend African-American history.

ISBN13 Softcover: 978-1-4257-8874-2

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